Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shacking cold
These hands are meant to hold

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold




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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Haix. Havent update for 107 days. DAMN LONG. I miss NIKS so veri much. Kept thinking of you back here in Singapore. What would 3/5 be like wif you around? we would have so much fun. miss you like crazy. going crazy over you. ARGGHH!!! when are you coming back dude? i so regret not saying my last goodbye to you.. haix. Life still has to go on. For 107 days, lotsa stuff happened. exams..friends..family...etc..etc..bla..bla..bla. :( lotsa NEGATIVE stuff happened. felling so depressed now. feel like i HATE everyone around me. feel like CRAP. i so flunked my AMaths. NO HOPE. i need someone to talk to. how i still wish you were here NIKS. :( always have the urge to swear at everyone. so much burden on me. im gonna lose it someday. anyway..Looking on the brite side of my horrible life...Camp challenge in 2 weeks. cant wait. its gonna cheer me up. NDP TOO. cant wait to start marching. my legs are itching to march. Haha. :) i will probably update in a few more months. haha. so slooowww... hate my comp. always jam on me. Shit. worse of all..my hp kena spoilt by water. so suay. feel like killing myself. I know everyone hates me cos of my bloody attitude. having more mood swings nowadays. Im losing trust and respect from everyone. I HATE MYSELF. Argh!!!! Fcuk lah!!! HAIX. Gotta go now.

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